Citizen1391

My body aches with the pain of your memories. Your absence turns me cold... The thought of you, alone, feels like a rain of knives. Your presence makes it worse. I`m trapped in this vortex of rage and dissapointment. Want it or not, you are poison... The kind of poison you need and want... that`s never there. But I can`t run from the truth... I need to feel  like I`m falling in this vast abiss of pain. And just you can`t see That you are tortured by your very own poison. Slowly killing yourself... And pinning down on the ground everyone who cares. You gave me everything Then you took it all away like it never was enough... You

My Angel`s wings are earthbound... Her wounds reflect my own, Beaten down and raped by love. My last reason to stay is slowly fading... And only The Angel can save whatever`s left of me. So say your goodbyes and Pray I won`t dance with The Devil, Taking Him down with me. Pray I`m the Phoenix once more, Rising from my ember ashes... Coming back a better man...

Purge us Cleanse us Burn us alive... ...the hell that lies in us won`t let us feel it Strip us away From our flesh-made bonds And torture our souls The only hell we`ll ever be in Is inside our minds Killing us slowly... ...making pain a part of the life we lead Pain turns into fun Catatonia to just a phase Aches are our new best friends Our only hope Is that one day Our bodies will end as every other... ...fast and bloodied Our very veins splashing With the weight of our chaos Burning us alive inside But no! The pain is not enough! Bring it on as hard as you can... ...drain us of our will to carry on as all hell wreaks